You Only Live Thrice by Esmond Gary Dean (Unfinished Poems and Short Story)
You Only Live Thrice or so it seems.
One life for yourself alone and two lives for the birth of your dreams
In your first life you are born
Once you are born in your first life
as you are a young child
One life are A young child
who is seeking wonderful love,
great wealth and true power to make your child dreams great using that great intelligence that is one in one
million you would have change
everything
A deep intelligence seeking the ultimate storehouse of knowledge
Armed with great heart with infinite
capacity for love
You are not nor have been a play boy
or player in the game of love
You were a unknown knight of love turning
a king
While searching for his queen of the
night and his private own kingdom Your heart let seem you experience the Mario Puzo Silician Thunderbolt again
and again endless times
Each time you fall in love it was the
real thing
Each time you fall in love you gain the state of infinite joy
Yet you spent your whole first life
without love at all
Wise Mind and noble heart that God had given
a few people on this sad and lonely world
You had want the world to become
a better place for all
With your intelligence and your inventions you felt You know that you can gather material wealth
from the seven seas
With your devices and plans you know that find near infinite wealth floating in the depths of outer space
If you are right you can use technology
and human labor to make it rain wealth from the sky
Mining the Sky and mining the oceans is your peaceful goal without pollution or loss of life
You wanted make a difference
in this poor world seeking a new
age of peace and propensity
To paraphrase Like famous fictional hero family motto on their coat of arms this world is not enough
As always for you it’s the Universe
Or Nothing At All All Or Nothing At All You want make a difference in this poor world that lacking real heroes
and dwindling population of good people without unbroken hearts
This great material would give the power
to roam the stars and endless energy for humanity
You want to make a literal bridge across
the Universe using the riches of the oceans and wealth of outer space via job creating technology
You were buried deep in poverty stricken
ghetto
You
had lack the resources and social contacts to make your dreams of love and wealth come true
Yet you will were struck down by loneliness
,poverty and finally death again and again
You only live thrice one life for your self And two whole lives for your wonderful dreams
Once
your second life is born when you look death in the face And yet finally
experience love from many women who saw your greatness in you without fully knowing why
All those lonely decades will be gone at last
Gone at last is the eternal Loneliness
in you now will have to end
You
had drift through the years in your first life and life seems tame
Yet it seems that love is still a stranger to you
Until your one constant dream appears
in your second life And
love is its name
And love is the form of many strangers who beckons you onto deep passion and great
riches Now that love is here in form of many beautiful women filled your lifetime thirty women wanted you
And 11 women took you to their bedrooms as act of love that was gladly shared by
your heart with its infinite capacity for love and passions Beautiful women who want to make your potential for
success light the entire Universe like a hypernova
You will and had many drinks from the
cups filled with love And
You might find the sweet love you taste might be biter wine Sweet love should be not mixed with the bitter wine
of poverty For it is not a drink
that no woman wants to share single moment
Most loving relationships can be
killed by the lack of security or poverty Endless pursing of money
in the name of security is the game women are playing with their own lives
When
they give up love in the name of greener
grass with some body else
Not realizing that life like poverty has its up and downs
If
they leave too soon their life great loves over poverty or appearances
One day these things will changed for their lost love Chances that when
that lost poor lover has better
life or great wealth they will
take never them back again
They might even tell them “Please
do not come back into my life again”
Now that all great loves have left you
over no security ,bad appearances and unresolved differences
You do not want to take a another second
chance to find love again Your heart has been broken too many times
to survive another disappointment
You know you refuse find love again such
infinite pain that replace the infinite joy of love that filled your whole second life
Yet the greatest tragedy of all in your
second life is that killed your infinite quest for love
Money and appearances are these things killed your love life
And took your second life away You know that deep poverty that plagued your first lives
is about to disappear in a ocean of cash
Now that you finally have recover your
health Ultimately with a small help
from others your appearances will changed into something better that even
you had not dare dream
Yet you know in your heart that you will be born
again by the power of your dreams
And all paths to love are closed and
crushed by once mighty heart that has been broken too many times
